Every girl dreams of her wedding night. Flowers. Soft music. Candles. Satin sheets. Country Inn or Luxary hotel. Camping in Mts or Cruise to caribbean island. Any way you slice it though it has one thing in common: romance.
My wedding night was speant in tears.
He wanted to play video games. When he saw me in my nightgown he said "yeah, so?" He laughed & said I was being a ridiculous cow when I started crying. I tried desperatley to cry myself asleep. At 4 am he threw the video controller against the wall, punched the floor & said "If it will shut you up."
December 18th was a clear depiction of what the next 6 years would be like: one minute I was being told I was beautiful & his angel, the next I was being called words I can't type on this blog.
I knew this was not right; that he needed to control his temper. What I didn't know was how much this was damaging my self esteem.
1 comment:
Geez Hattie...I wish you had not been in that relationship. I pray that someday you will find a REAL man that will treat you like the ruby you are!
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